a persistent burden

 

all this while, iv never  felt this way, 

I havent experienced this wound,the bleeding one..

I thought i can be strong enough to endure..

but those burden,they r  hard to bear. too tough 

to sustain alone,solely just like i did.

and that's what im doing now.

when it comes to this matter,I just cant explained y.

I dont know, those past memories keep haunting me.
I really wish for everything's gone!
Owh how could I survive when I need to carry 

my broken heart along with me,

and that's the reason y I cant smile. 

I still think of somebody i suppose to forget.

Owh God,I really need ur guidance..
I just cant go on my life like this.
I hate it when I have to think this way.

Im not in a dither,
Im not hesitate to forget,but i still hope,still

wish for someday,everything will b paid off..

Zati,u can do it.. Ditch them all!

U just need some times more.

Then everything will be alright..
Amin..