It has been almost 4years.
all this while, iv been waiting to wait for our 4th anniversary,
cause this year,im coming home. Yah i'll be home.
Im glad for this is the first chance i got.I can celebrate our
anniversary together :) I cant imagine how it would be.
it must be wonderful and full of love,right dear?
but yesterday,
everything's gone. i was clueless.
felt like my heart was just like the glass shattered on the floor.
u'd ruined everything. i couldnt sleep,i couldnt smile,i couldnt behave
the way i'd used to be. i felt totally lost. i miss u,and still hoping
that it was just a dream,really hoped so~ a freaky dream..
i wanna hate u. really.
i wanna blame u for all those things uv done.i mean it.
im sick. i hate u!
but those words are just unintended
no matter how hard i try,no matter what iv put on,
i still cant hate u..myb i'll remain a heart broken-woman like this.
i wanna hate u,but i cant..
can i love u sincerely from here?
i miss u these much..but u'll neva know..
without u knowing it..i wont disturb u,
let just me myself who know it.
guess my life will be empty now..
i wanna fall asleep,keeping myself unconscious....till the time i can accept everything..
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