Tuhan da aturkan~

huh,sometimes it's terribly hard to understand quite well what life is..
im so confused and sometimes wonder how to get through all of these...

the matter started one day when i met a person.

but let me tell u first how am i living my life.
well friends,im quite nerd when compared to other ppl lives. but what's good about my life is,im really far from those jackass and those outcast.im free from social problem. yes i do!!
so according to my description,u might know how my life keep cycling everyday- who might be my friends,what am i doing everyday,n bla bla..u know,i never have friends that keep me laughing everytime.all i know is i have to study smart,i got so many responsibilities to carry on.i got no choices cause i love my parents. im afraid of hurting them. then the story starts. i know a guy. at first,i din trust him AT ALL. he got all the things that i hate-smokin, that terpacak lagi pnye rambut, lepak2x ngn kawan malam2x..complete! i hate him,yeah sure i am.. but he keeps approaching me.wah,that's so irritating. everytime im on9, i know he will say hello and said something to let me know he's there..

and one day,
i gave response to him.
i replied what he wrote to me..

ape motif sy tules sume mende ni??
tataw la.tp baru sy sedar,hidup sy berubah once i know him closer.
he's not that bad,like what i thought about him at first. he got something good inside him,
and i knew it once i discovered it myself.dy boley dbuat kwn.
seriously he is..

and me?owh lupa nak cakap.
im a medicine student. stress and hectic is finely mixed with me.
i am really depressed of what i have to face in my daily life.
i affirm,when i know him,i feel my life is even better, i feel stress,but less than before.
he keeps me smiling. hahahaha..